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Sun, 23 Nov 2008 19:19:52 GMT

                                             Move over Mr.Bass

birthday wishes for mr.20

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 16:16:32 GMT

Its been a long day, from my lunch making to dragging you out the whole day and browny blowing (because i couldnt make a whole cake). its actually the first time i was with eddy for his bday. november people always born in the midst of exams, but because monash finished so early this year i was free to make a memorable,
( i hope you thought it was) birthday for you :D

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY
                             EDDY B!

because we were soo concentrated on his birthday.. and eddy himself ,too busy basking in himself and his birthday. he said 'oh yea! today is our anniversary too!'
i wouldnt have remebered had he reminded me. i know...sad but at least i was trying to make the day about him! : P Happy 33 months baby !

At last.

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 14:34:43 GMT

time really flies, its already november and my grueeeelling exams are over. this sem i had the extra stress pilled on and i could say i studied pretty much like a crazy bitch. but well business gets into ur subconcious , failing a subject = $4000 = 2 airline tickets to Melbourne = a lot of shoes = more money i spend on shopping in 3 years = oppurtunity costs of alotta things so just dont fail. Ahh well thats all donee: ) i look like a raccoon now but its fine , i have four months to fix that. i thought after my paper i'd be doing cartwheels since i haven't moved from my study table for i dont know how long , but all i felt was relief and then i just wanted to sleep. boring i know..i guess stress takes a toll on you.

i haven't actually really found the one thing that makes me release stress, some people shop ( i find it stressful sometimes,duunno why) , some people sleep (sleeps a necessity to me), some people eat ( well that could be good but the portion of everything is getting smaller and the prices higher), some may go clubbing ( im half a club virgin) go on a holiday? ok i dont mind anybody got plans?

i wonder what i should do. maybe find a job, but people like me with fuss pot inbuilt systems dont just want to work for the sake of money, i'd rather find something im passionate about and get paid peanuts but at least my soul would be happy. doing an internship after first year would prob be as much of experience as knowing how to press the buttons on the photostate machine.

my mum just made me realise the year is coming to and end. = CHRISTMAS!! which also means, everyone's coming homeee!!! YAY *jumps for joyful jumps* . and she also reminded me of my age which doens't include teen in it anymore, to me i will always stay 16 :D

I actually haven't blogged in ages, took me a while to remember my password to get on
( sad i know. ) but well at least i got on: )

ohh an yess im so glad OBAMA WON!! america is in good hands now , the world really needs a change from all the chaos that has been going on. i had a theory that only racist based/traditionalist/old people/narrowmindedsquarepeople would not vote for him on the accounts above. dont discuss malaysian politics with me, the only thing i rmb is how they insulted women and called each other monkeys and orang utans during meetings.
' It'll be the year for a black man in the white house' . quoted by non other then mr.eddy.

ps: sorry tommy your car broke down, not fated to meet during ur trip back BUT time flies ur ass will be back here soon : ) and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARA! :)

R.I.P

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 18:02:08 GMT

i guess we've all learned how unpredictable life can be. how u can see someone for the last time and not know it, to not know you were saying good bye.
it all came as a sudden shock which just gradually grew into a massive wave of grief. To everyone, who has known him as a person, as a friend.
i remember how i dragged you and choon wai to the leo forum when we were 16, how u kept calling me for panadol and water and i called you a princess for not being able to sit in that stuffy hall and wait. how we all entertained each other during those boring ceremonies, how u joked to us girls about the best way to dance in clubs with those funny moves. although we were never that close, your light hearted humour and valuable memories stay with us forever. its hard to accept something so sudden, hard to accept the loss of you from our lives.
my heart goes out to his loved ones, his friends, his family , we all share the same heaviness in our hearts for this loss. its still so hard to believe.

May you rest peacefully, our thoughts,hearts and prayers are with you eternally boon jiin.

You virgos

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 17:38:16 GMT

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIR!!!
Just got back from MFM for a buka puasa/Amir's second birthday dinner. Your growin up soo fast ! i realised ( or if u realised amir) that he likes posing wherever he goes and our cameras are always there to catch it =P. May you achieve greater heights!       (like what ur trying to do below) .

                look at him jump for joy! *yayy*

                he feels like a man now
                 even upside down..

               and when he does the bootey squat!!

                   Welcome to your naught-ier nineteenhood. :) (

Welcome to nineteen : )

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 16:02:07 GMT

i know i'm always the slowest on the updates and posts, call me blur butt its gonna change from noww on : D

september babies are upp!!
i remember last year, i wished you a good love life. AND..it came true! so effective im proud
:) :) ..she doesn't like her peanut butter in the fridge, doesn't like potatoes ( what kind of alien doesn't like potatoes?!?), she is an AGGRESSIVE kicker in bed (beware akil), sometimes she doesn't look around properly and likes to fall down. BUT. we STILL LOVE THIS SWEETIE PIE ALL THE MOREE! :) hugs bugs mugs from m'siaaa!

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY MELLY!

love, natty xox
youu better visit us u hear!

from my cookie tin

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 17:02:57 GMT

hola heyy everyone: )

just taking a break from the piles of assignments and not getting enough sleep the next day. i realised alotta people are all born in august and september..so many birthdays!
my dad had a theory that 9 months before, it was december..holidayy...parents on a break..so they had time for baby making. and wa laah all u beautiful people were born! : ) !

things are changing so quick..we're all growing up..all over the place..our gang in Malaysia seems to be shrinking which is prettty depressing sometimes. I had my theory about hating airports..how it reminds me of people leaving this place and that im always part of the farewell entourage. But someone told me 'hey its also the place where those people who left came back'. But then they always leave again.

I never really thought of it the other way round, where i would be the one leaving instead.. sometimes i feel so reluctant to leave, because i've been on the other side and i know what its like to feel like you've been left behind.

Ri's leaving so soon! its all like a dream ..everyones going everywhere too fast too soon. Sometimes i think, wow isn't it exciting , starting a new life..a new chapter, a total 360 from everything you knew.Then again, some journeys feel too long and homey people like me just want to wake up from bed and be home again to everything that's familiar. I guess that's a personal fault, i haven't taught myself to let go of things, to grow up..i'm still dependant and afraid. Afraid of change, afraid you will change.Afraid of the unpredictable. I think i have a control freak streak, i want to know and be certain of everything then stepping into the unknown. Somehow i feel the happiest when things are more predictable, but then again if i dont cross that step, will my life be half lived?.

Maybe i deep inside i don't want to go, because i dont want to leave you behind even if u say you'll be alright.

I'm gonna watch some cooking shows so i can dream about food .

and again we go

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 13:55:43 GMT

Uni is getting on my nerves. not because of the piles of work which i don't understand how to do ( well yea thats pretty annoyin too) . But because SOME uni's (like the stupid one im at now) is making it so difficult to transfer. " if u wanna transfer to clayton u have to go after one year,caufield its 1.5 years,peninsula can be final year.but the majors im taking are either no offered in the places i want to go to.or they dont cater to both my majors cuz certain campuses only cater to certain courses.so u either change majors or go immediately or just dont go altogether.Nonsense. stupid malaysian campus just doensn't want us to leave. why cant you freakin monash just have one big ass campus in melbourne and cater to EVERYTHING? .
bah. anyways on a lighter note, it was left handers day yesterday just found out today so i guess the only fello lefthander is tommy so happy lefty to you! : )
and..

CONGRATS RIANNEYYY!:)

you know what just gloat, u deserve to because 5as for Alevels is no easy feat!
UK is so far away i cant believe your gonna leave us all here in the asian region........
its great your living your dream and going to a new place. ahh new place for us as a gang to visit hiphip hoorayy! see she's so happy.

they spoke english in 10,000 BC?

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 17:20:51 GMT

today i came home and dug around for some shows to watch and i came by 10,000 BC.
Yes, another epic movie i saw the trailer a few months back in the cinema and thought it was good but i never got around to watching it.. i wonder why. i kinda regret tho, epic shows should always be watched in the cinema, puts more drama into all the war scenes with the magnifying sound system and the screen size.

ok im feeling kinda random today..cuz i was watchin and i thought..that main actor..he looks soo familiar..where's he from?i saw steven strait on credits..another familiar name..now wheree's he from?. ok so my memory's pretty bad i decided to go look him up online.




                                        those long locks look familiar..
.................
....................
                          remember sky high?
                          i think it was a weekday.and all of us went to the cinema during the day..it was totally empty and we had the whole cinema to ourselves. Ri , Mel and I were droolin all over the character that could control fire..i forgot what his name was but.,

       ah,there he is..steven strait. see the resemblence..no? he still looks fresh and young here.Even if i watched 10000 BC and sky high i'd probably not realise it was the same guy. it must be all that facial hair,dreadlocks and dirt plus the more manly factor.see what a few years and some facial hair can do..(maybe u people would realise, but blur people like me take a while). : P

i like google, it helps: )
then i found out he was the main in this show called The Covenant, which was probably in 2005 with equally sexy co stars like chace cf ...

          On the left, a young chace crawford's head. thats him in the middle and i wouldnt know this unless i checked online.


                        Chace crawford looks so young here , ( so young but still soo hot ;)


               Initially when i saw this actress on 10000BC i thought she looked like the singer Jojo in some angles.


                                         camilla belle
    okay maybe not here,but if she looked like this in 10,000 BC ,
even all the gay cavemen would turn straight for her    !

i dont usually do movie reviewing but its kinda surprising when you relate actors back to their old movies.

i dont know if any of you guys ever watched the 1980's remake of 'Annie' before, a musical about this red headed orphan who gets adopted by this mega rich business man.. camilla belle played her best friend from the orphanage and here's a picco of her when she was a child..



oh how they all grow up so fast.. so fast.. and yet so hott..

home

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 04:43:37 GMT

greetings! 2 weeks since we were back from melbourne time has really flown.Uni has started ..unfortunately and this sem is gonna just get harder.And yours truly is abit ahead of herself taking 2nd year subjects so im guessing i'll have to work harder although i'm practically the blurest person in a class of 21 year olds.

ah skip that.
Besides the ass freezing but envigorating cold, melbourne was a blast! i guess the new environment was something i really needed, being so routinal,going and seeing the same places everyday here, somehow it was a form of escape being there. We haven't been together in a while, and being together day and night for 12 days was a great way to rebond. with new friends as well as the oldd :) i'll miss stumbling during tram rides, the fresh morning air,playing taboo and killer (though everyone says im an easy target and decides to kill me first), cooking and grocery shopping together, DFO-ing, huddling like penguins, finding a place to sleep .ok you get the picture : )

dear mel,thanks for taking care of us and feeding us with nice chocolates. please tell the franchise owner of Max B to come to malaysia so people like me can visit them everyday. and thanks akil and MJ for letting us take over your cosy apartment and thank god u have heating or we would be popsicles the next day.

and..
to a person who used to write his birthday on my hand everyday in form 5 till i remembered.



        HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TOMMY BOY!!! (yes i know it was 24th)

   (edit) may u get a girlfriend : ) andd..achieve life contentment and great success.
           and all the special editions of monopoly.